It's been quite a while since I've last written a journal, so bear with me if it's a bit chaotic. A lot has happened in my life, some things bad, some things.. Well, there weren't really that many good things to balance out the bad, but still!

Anyway, what motivated to write a new journal, was one written by ~Aislin-Sedai. (I keep writing Aislin-Sedia =/)
There are certain things you would like to say, but you don't want to or dare to say them to someone in person. These are things I myself would like to say, but not in person. These little 'letters' are therefor appropriately addressed to "Dear X".



Dear X,
You are a true friend. You are there to keep my mind off things when needed, but also know when to leave me be. I only hope I can be a friend to you like you are to me.


Dear X,
I am afraid I'll lose you again soon. I wish we could be friends, but I know deep down that it's not meant to be.


Dear X,
I don't know what went wrong, but I do miss you. Maybe we should get to know eachother again.


Dear X,
I secretly hoped your relationship would fail. I feel bad for thinking this way.


Dear X,
I need someone to talk to about certain things. I was hoping you would listen, but apparently, I was wrong. I don't hold it against you, I'm just slightly disappointed I couldn't talk to you about this.


Dear X,
I never realized how much I really missed you. I'm glad you approached me again, glad we talk again. I need you now more than ever, and you're an invaluable source of support right now.



Well, that makes me feel much better. Sorts my thoughts out a bit.

As a final note, though I don't comment very often, I do look at and/or read every deviation from the people I watch. I honestly do, I just usually don't comment. If you really do want my opinion on something you wrote/painted/drew/whatever (which I highly doubt, by the way), please send me a note.

Hopefully, I'll see you again soon!